Thoughts on Dreams
Well, whats coming - I'm not sure how to explain things really just that I try to work out what dream mean and how do they relate to real life... or is this the dream and there is the real world... any how its in progres
Confused, but got there somehow
I dont know anyone but I feel this is familure – I know I’m meant to be here but not at the same time. I am in a class room, taking a class – its enjoyable but I feel lost. I know I’m meant to be in this one but where am I next. Everyone else seems to know whats going on but I can’t find my schedule.
Class is enjoyable – The teacher was friendly and encouraging at the same time teaching in a way that was informative but more like a chat that a lecture. The class had over ran, but we didn’t notice – Someone came into the room to tell us and ask why we still where there. It had been going for 80 minutes, when only it was meant to be an hour. It was 9:40 am so we must have started quite early.
We left the class to go elsewhere but I didn’t know where next was to be. I looked all over for my class plan but couldn’t find it – I couldn’t remember what class was or what I was studying but knew I was meant to be there.
I wandered and then remembered the plan was on the shelves where we went in the room. I’d put it down and got ditracted and headed in without it. I went back to the shelving where there was all sorts of items that were mine – I couldn’t seem to fit them all in my bag but found a swipe card, and some leaflets that apparently told me where I was meant to be.
I couldn’t understand it so headed back to the begginning, I walked through coridoors and saw some people I knew. They directed me to somewhere I could leave things, but still I didn’t know where I was meant to be.
All of a sudden, it didn’t matter where I was meant to be – just that I was to have the swipe card, and to meet with everyone else. The swipe card was on a lanyard that went round my neck – everyone had them – it was just what was and was meant to be – no one questioned it – it just was.
We were going out, I was a student and we were going for a students night out – everyone was getting ready – male/female all together – co-ed showers and changing – it felt the norm and we were all getting ready to go out.
I had a massive headache and think I must have blacked out as was morning and I was in bed again. I started tidying the room, and looking for a clock – it was 8:30am – the last I’d seen it was 9:30pm so time was gone.
I started to remember the night before, but not all of it – just in bits. I found a T-shirt I was going to wear out with jeans, when someone spilt something orange on it – I ended up wearing a shirt some one gave me. It had long thin blue strips going down it – it felt good and I was happy.
There was lots of drinks, mixed together and lots of dancing – It was enjoyable but my head was hurting, someone took me back and I’d went to bed. In the morning, while tidying up I realised I was sharing a room with others.
Two friends had hooked up and were in the bed across the room. I hadn’t heard them come in – I must have really been asleep. The guy there was from my past – We’d known each other years, and was sharing a room as it was just easier, and cheaper. The girl i’d not met before.
They got up, as did I after I’d had a glorious hot shower. I recall commenting that I thought it was a good night, but wish i’d been able to stay out longer but was glad my headache was gone today. In my mind, I was regretting coming back as could have also “hooked up” with some one.
The girl commented that she gets migrane/headaches and takes diazepan for it, i said I took amytriptaline. We talked meds for a while, and then headed out. My friend seemed to follow her everywhere – it was quite cute really.
We looked out a window of the large fields with mini bank where people starting to gather for classes I presume, we headed out and then I awoke – Awoke here back in this world.